Part Two: Swart Dreams (Dark Vibe Trilogy)

Sometimes I don't feel Nigerian or even African
I feel European; a well mannered Brit or a sophisticated Italian, a sexy Spaniard, or better yet a strong and tall Scandinavian
Other times I'm a hermit living in some remote island off the coast of Crete, or a clergy in Rome
I fancy myself a scholar most times; studying and researching relentlessly to improve human knowledge and quality of life
A nomad in the middle east sounds exotic and mysterious
But best of all a devout Muslim living in the Arabs
I can see myself fresh off a Hajj, looking all pious and enlightened, O! Yes a Muslim, the kind with deep spirituality and wisdom rooted in the spirit of Islam and the Koran, always smiling and forever the pacifist

On most days I'm nowhere, I'm neither here nor there
Since I don't truly belong in any reality, I don't really think I actually exist
I feel like some sort of high functioning mechanized mirage, existing in a form lower than all other creation, never truly a being but a conjunction of metaphysical realities
But I want to be here, to make the best of this life (or whatever form of existence this is) I've been given and be as happy and helpful as I can be
Ahh! Happiness
The hunger with which I seek it,
I desire this above all other things, but that's a story for another vibe.

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